kan man sige det, kan man koge det ned til en enkelt farve?

i dag aftalte jeg med boa og leah om at jeg godt kan lolle lidt mere på min blog, den har været lidt for seriøs i et stykke tid, efter layout-skiftet. noget andet der skete i dag var at leah og boa og jeg ikke vidste hvordan en jordskok så ud, og googlet det og så googler man også andre ting, for hvem googler kun en ting, når man googler, jeg sagde forår er min yndlingsfarve, kan man sige det, kan man koge det ned til en enkelt farve? 

min b16 overvejer jeg lidt at kalde: "jeg har knust tusind mænds hjerter for at opnå en slags kosmisk balance", jeg ved ikke helt hvorfor, men det lyder fedt, men jeg ved stadig ikke helt hvorfor, det er også derfor jeg er tilbageholdende, det er ikke selve løgnen i det, jeg er modstander af, men det der med at kalde en bog noget, inden man ved hvad der står i den, forestillingen er jeg dog draget af, som en slags motor, der spytter poesi. nu vil jeg prøve den af;


jeg kan ikke tyde jeres henvendelser 

deres ukonkrethed skurrer inde i mig

jeg har en lyst til at kalde jer for jer

bare for at lave en slags grøft

jeg kan fylde den med vand, og kalde en voldgrav

bagefter vil jeg lave en af de der broer
der kan slås op som en dør

men den dør ville altid 
være nede som en bro

så vi ikke behøver at bekrige hinanden 

i må gerne komme ind med jeres henvendelser

måske i vil læse dem højt for mig?


noget andet jeg legede med i dag var at sætte comments fra en subreddit sammen:

once the novelty wore off they got pretty boring, i didn’t think people would be giving legitimate advice. wholesome. maybe clash of personalities that prevents them from coming together, etc.. maybe add a few failed attempts where they have to abandon /abort midway. you don't need to build a long-form story or maintain continuity with earlier scenes, things that could easily bore an audience of self-abusers. this isn't the 70s. murder mystery. if you want them engaged after they nut; get them to want to find who done it. so you want it to be unique, think of a crime story, the good guy can smell crime. so then he smells crime again, he's out busting heads. then he's back to the lab for some more full penetration. smells crime. back to the lab, full penetration. crime. penetration. crime. full penetration. crime. penetration. and this goes on and on and back and forth for 90 or so minutes until the movie just sort of ends. maybe in the old days when you had to watch the whole thing cause it was playing in a movie theater. make the audience attached to the characters. the star wars parody was one. because it was funny, self-aware parody humor. same for the avenger's parody. another was a horror movie with high production value. it’s always person x wants to get y and has a great idea how to do it. i hope I don't fall into anyone. this is like trying to make dog food with white truffle and wagyu.